Most embarrassing moment of my LYF

Am 20 ys old and my most embarrassing moment came 10 yrs bak..a story wen i was in 5th. during lunch break i was talkin with few of my friends in the corridor. dnt know y but suddenly we started pushing each other. for fun . slowly the number of people playing increased. the whole class came out.instead of pushing each other, they attacked me.i was pushed hard frm one guy2 anodr. i got a lil pissed. warned dem . no 1 heard. i started beating dem. the whole process was creating a lot a noice. princi's room was just below our class. he came. by then we had gone bak 2 our seats. he called the monitor and that sexy guy narrated the whole story and some 6of us where caught. The rule in ma skool was to insult those who wer found guilty in the assembly.in front of all the kids. I had never seen or heard such a rule being implemented before. Once it was about to be, but the culprits wer saved by god himself. and guess who the culprit was? me and few more. rain helped us, wash out the assembly and the punishment too. so from that evening till the moment i slept i was just praying and praying. the next day i got up, bright day. i was dejected. then i started praying 2 god that may princi forget the incident. god dnt hear my plea.i and oders involved wer called n to the stage. our names wer announced, and the whole school started booing "shame shame puppy shame". 3times.. that was painful. some 500people laughing at u. i dint cry, but was shattered. that evening i was gin bak home in auto. all the guys wer booing me again. i was sittin quiet. head down. a gal was sittin next to me. dnt know who she was. but she scolded the odr guys, "shut up! ani su bhul che?" and looked at me and told dont worry. all the guys wer quiet. oh my god, finally god helped me. but it was a bit too late. a moment i would never forget, even though i would i love too..........

The Brother In Law Conspiracy case

A very famous case, in school. happened when i was in 10th. got a very very bad image because of this issue. and as usual, maine kuch kiya hi nai tha.. the central characters in this case :myself, prashant,madhumati,her brother and shalini.

after english preboard exam i and prashant wer havin a chat.madhu's bro came.he was a good frnd of mine.i said hi,expecting he would just wish and go.that 6th std kid was very much intersted in our talk i guess, he dnt move for sometime.i nd prashant got irritated. knowin rik had a crush on his sis i ridiculed him by askin"who is your brother in law" oh ma god. biggest sin of ma life. worst question till date too. he just smiled and replied who is your sis in law and ran away. before leavin i met him and said am sorry did u feel bad..he said no i dnt its ok. i thot that was it. now, after i left, prashant dat asshole thot of gettin me into trouble,and asked srikandan to tell that to madhumati so that we both had a fight. by the time kandan agreed,she had left, so he told her benchmate shalini to go and inform to her. i was very tired of fightin with gals,dnt want to create an issue out of this, and also when rik forced me i called shalini for the first nd last time in ma life, and asked her not to tell this to madhu. that was another crime i committed. her dad piked up.after i kept the phone he asked shalini wts the matter. what shalini told her dad, and what her dad told other teachers in skool is still a mystery, cz aftr dt day i havnt spoken to her.i hated her to the core.her dad too who was unfortunately a faculty in ma skool. next day before math exam shaini met me and told i told madhu,she dnt take it seriously dnt worry. i said ok fine. again i thot, finally the issue s over.but i dnt know that it hd jst started. i was writting the exam, in between angerkani mam came and asked me to meet her after the exam. i knew something was wrong. due to the tension, left half of the paper and went nd met her. she started"wat is this ajeesh, why do u do such things?" i asked what did i do?what did u tell madhus bro and y did u call nd disturb shalini. i felt like killin both of them. i jst dnt hear nydng further nd explained the whole case. she was surprised. dts all dt happnd? i said yes. she said ok then u can leav. she definitely heard something else.dnt bother to ask jst carried on. again i thot that the issue is burried. after the preboards, it was pummy madams period.she made prashant kneel down nd scolded him like nydng.is ds d age to do sch dngs, s ds the reason y u sm2 skool, how could u do sch dngs. both of us wer shocked. gosh did we rape her? we wer out of clue. next period, sujatha madam, made me stand and started. i loved her, she loved me too. it was embarrassing.smae dialogue to me this time.she dnt even look at prashant. i was confused.all d gals specially madhu nd shalini wer laughin. i could guess the reason.
that was the last time i spoke o both of them at skool. what we concluded was shalini told her dad and madhu that i or prashant loved her. i felt like killin her.
now i am in touch wit madhu. she tells tht neither shalini nor did her bro tell her nydng bout ds.she dnt know nydng.she dnt complain too. now only god knows wat nd y shalini or her dad did that too us. whatvr may b d reason, dey embarrased us and insulted us a lot.

all ds jst for askin ""who is ur brother in law" the guys in ma class named this issues as the brother in law conspiracy case" a case dt can only be slved if i talk to shalini.which i would never do. god damn it, shes placed in cts

Lal Mere Dil ka Haal he

main jab chota tha, mujhe lal rang se kch jyada hi pyar tha. laal kapde,socks, jute, blah blah blah. evrydng in red.1st ya 2nd ki baat he. i once went walkin wit ma mom.hath pakad ke chal rahatha.mom was also wearin red, coincidence he. a bull charged at us.we where only 100m away from home. a bull charged at us. i was scared to death.mom se hath chudaya nd bhaga.ran nd ran till i reched home and closed the gate.dnt even turn back to see wat hapnd to mom[:p]. after sometime mom came back, and said abhi tu aisa he, tujhe bas apni fikar heto bada hojae to kya hoga. lukily for me and ma mom, the bull was comin towards us. usdin itna dar gya tha main ki.i usually dnt prefer red des days. even till date lal rang se jaise thodi chid mach jati ho. [:)]

Kya Pata Kal ho Naa Ho

The phrase has gr8 importance in ma life. its smdng i have felt. i was good frnds wit ma grandpa(mom's dad). when i was a kid i liked him a lot.played a lot with him. we used to get along very nicely. i dnt remembr mch of ma childhood. jst keep colctin some vague memories from the photographs. slowly i grew. may thing changed in me. i dnt knw y and how, but strtn keepin a distance from ma grandpa. used to hate him. used to insult him a lot, indirectly. may be the teen spirit in me made me do so. i dnt remembr any particular reason fr ma behaviour. but i was cruel. ma behaviour hurt him a lot. one day he fell ill. i went to coimbatore to meet him. he was admitted there. when he saw me, he said am sory because of me you had to travel so much nd come. i dnt knw y but i felt dfrnt all of a sudden. ma attitude twrds him changed. i strtd feelin guilty. i was ashamed of maslf.
i came bak 2 pondy, nd was only tinkin bout ma next trip 2 kerala. thot i would meet him, apologize, may be. get things right and back to normal. finally the day came. i was on ma way to kerala. throughout the journey i was only tinkin about how to talk 2 him, what extly i shud say etc.. i reachd der. smdng ws unusual. there wer lots of ppl gathered there. i went inside. i would never be able to forget that scene.
all that i wanted to say or share is still within me. he left me, without hearin a word. without saying a word. if only i had talked to him before i would have felt better.

similar was the case with ma grandma(ma fathers mom). she was in icu. i was in good terms with her. happened last yr. when i heard she was in icu i called her up. ma uncle piked up. told she is very weak at presnt.recoverin. call tomorrow, she would be fine and would talk 2 u.. am still waitin fr dt day. that tomorow never came. she passed away that nite..

Ma Affair with Cycle tests

Final sem here. First cycle test starts from tomorrow. and here i am, sitting idle, no mood 2 study. after 18 straight failures last sem i had decided would do something dfrnt ds sem. the only difrnce was that last sem i watchd movies and passed the time before exams, this time cricket. i dnt even sleep this afternoon. very strange. i love sleepin. bt i thot il study nd dnt sleep. 15 past 12 in the nite now, still sittin nd tinkin why 2 study. it was a dfrnt ball game in frst sem. used to get up at 6 nd study. used to get awesome scores. but now i am not able 2 get up, nd that 2 fr studyn. nowdys i prefer sleepin even bfre sem exams. ma time table bfre sem exams wer cool.
get up at 9. study.sleep at 1039.gt up at 1. eat. study, sleep at 1445 hrs. get up at 4. tea. walk or talk2 ma slf in the terrace. study frm 6 to 8 may b. nd then again roamin passin time. i cant sit idle fr more than 15-20mins at a stretch.
fr cylcle test even dose 20mins r enuf. but am not able 2 sit even fr tht mch time bfre cycles. god knows wat will happen 2 me tmrw.
bt i knw 1 dng. der r many out der like me in coll who dnt study nd cm. dy pass smhw.. il struggle..
panbu is goin 2 kill me

Thunderstruck

This happened during the 2004 summer. i was in mumbai. had gone out with my cousin to some shop. i bought few cd's and was waiing at the counter for the bill. my cousin walked out of the shop. i paid the bill and opened the door to move out of the shop. as i opened a gal walked past me, she was in red top and dnt remembr wat else she was wearing. pure beauty. i was shocked. i couldnt move. there i was standing holdin the door half open, gazing at her. she was so damn beautiful that i couldnt take ma eyes off her. from somewhere inside ma stomach, a word "wow" slowly crawled towards ma tongue, i tried a lot stopping it, but it popped out and popped out loud. oh ma god, she turned back. AJ be ready for a tite slap. i was still gazing at her, she stopped was staring@ me. i exctly dnt know hw i was feelin. happy coz i saw the beauty queen or tensed coz the queen was about to slap me. bt she surprised me. she smiled and walked off. phew........ wat a gal......

How i lost it as a player

i used to play cricket at school level. many considered me as the second best batsmen in school. i used to love playing cricket. i could die for it. i still remember each and every minute detail of ma 54 from 25 innings after my eleventh exam. i was up against two quick bowlers. the 2nd nd 3rd best bowlers in ma school. i still remember each and every shot i played. how i made them think. every shot i ever dreamt of playing was mine dt day. the way i got was the funniest part of the match. i was the best captain in ma skool.ma winnin percentage was 90plus. i made really awkward decissions.but it used t work fr me.i never used to win the toss. out of some 20 or 30 would have won only 2 or 3. bt the bowling changes and field placmnt i made was really cool. i loved ma captaincy.
but those days are gone now.
i played cricket with that same passion recently, against b section. i was not out. score 7 of some 4overs i faced. all the blame on me for the lose. i take it. i dint tell anyone, but i know why exactly i was in such a patheic form. i was holding a bat after 2 years break. i was playing with a tennis cosco, as light as a paper, for the first time in my life. i used to play with hard balls. i like it when it hit ma bat hard and fast. i couldnt adjst. i tried bt i cudnt.
bt dt ws it. ppl wnt undrstnd. i was dropped from the criket triangular between a,b,c section. i am not sad coz i was dropped, it hurt me coz i play better than 90% of people who wer in the squad. i decided that day, that there are few people who i must show what i am capable of. i will let ma cricket do the talkin. there are two things i look forward to do when i join a company. join a gym again. and play criket regularly...
my hard luck with criket
when i was in school, i used to play good criket..i mentioned it earlier. i wanted to play regionals badly. in 10th i decided to go for the selection. the day i still remember, selection after school. our P.T sir gv the responsibility to a guy in 11th.anupam. ma bad luk. had a fite with him dt aftrnoon only. i was innocent.sm misunderstandin. he dnt even gv me a chance.i stood der waitin nd waitin till all left. no criket ds time AJ. but i dnt lose hope. quikly went to the T.T selection a week later. won frst prize at school and went to the regionals. i felt as if i gav a good answer to anupam. 11th standard. we had an official coach. he had to select the team. i was selected. phew. i cant rite it in words. bt i was damn happy. few days later i heard princi ordered dt no 11th guys could go for criket. we had to study. i went nd begged. no use. a week later basket ball team ws announced. 5 12 std students and 5 frm 11th. jale pe namak chidakna kise kehte he i undrstud dat day. i won interhouse criket dt year.bad luk no t.t matches wer condcted.
12th std. bfre the selction we smhw managed to get the princi in our pokets. the team announced. coach again selectd me as an opener. this time i was nly few days away frm departure. P.T madam called and said am not in the team.i felt like killing maslf dt day. smhw i askd her y.. aftr hearin the answer i felt as if i dnt desrve to live... 2 12th std players nd 13 10th std guys wer in the team. the 13 or most of the 10th guys dnt want me in the team. i dnt have ny fight or enimity wit them. we wer frnds.dts wt i thot. i dnt talk bout ds 2 dem ever. that day i walked away from the criket field. decided that would never hold a bat again. bt criket never leaves me.