From pondy to Kolkata

COMING SOON...will it ever? :P

a gr8 beginning to the diwali weekend... ma trip to pondy

Back after a long break........
ma last trip to pondy.......
it was an experience... a bitter and tiring one.. i strtd from office at about 415 430..it ws raining from 2 non stop. roads wr flooded.. rchd ramapuram quickly,tnx to GIK, our admin, he dropped me at ramapuram. stood dr fr 30mins waitin fr share auto.no 1 ws willin to go. guindy ws flooded nd jammed.. auto guys wr askin fr 200 300...finally i got a share auto nd he took us by anodr route.. via olympia tech park.wt normally takes 15mins took 1hr..530 i rchd olypia..had to gt down nd push the auto.. water touching ma knees.. i could c a street frm dr wr watr touchd chest level.. i left d auto nd crossd the road as the buses to pondy could be caught at the odr side of the street.. while i crossed i realized water level ws thigh high. i felt as if i ws caught in a flood..orissa or bihar werevr..bt it ws pathetic.. 530 i boarded the bus drenched...just 2 ppl standing i ws one..it ws really frustrating...by walk frm olympia to le royal meridian, it used to take 10mins max...dt day i rchd le meridian by 730... d bus just dnt move..while i ws smwr between iit nd guindy..the bus again caught in a nvr ending jam...i got down..i met a guy in a cab..he had to catch a flight at 830..it ws 730..he ws tensd..he askd me wdr he cd rch..i said no chance..u btr reschedule ur flight.. he ws cursing the traffic..he 2 had strtd at 430 like me.. poor guy...
frm guindy to iit in share auto 10mins...dt day 1hour and 30mins.. i rchd iit by 9...to top it ma cell wnt out of battery charge.. by the time i rchd tiruvamyur the bus ws packed.. no space to move ur feet 2... 4 hours in bus nd i ws still smwr near vgp.. wt usually takes 1hour frm ramapuram.. i saw the time when we reached kalpakkam 1015...i knew it ws andr 1hr15mins..i ws alrdy dead.. back ache, knees pleading fr help nd support.. i ws helpless.. cdnt do mch.. i rchd pondy by 1130...gt dwn took an auto drctly.. 10mins by walk..bt i dnt hv the strength to even stand.. rchd home nd i fell.......................................................heaven...ma knees wr happy...back ws pleased... felt as if i i came from bangalore to chennai standing... hell of a trip....

Most embarrassing moment of my LYF

Am 20 ys old and my most embarrassing moment came 10 yrs bak..a story wen i was in 5th. during lunch break i was talkin with few of my friends in the corridor. dnt know y but suddenly we started pushing each other. for fun . slowly the number of people playing increased. the whole class came out.instead of pushing each other, they attacked me.i was pushed hard frm one guy2 anodr. i got a lil pissed. warned dem . no 1 heard. i started beating dem. the whole process was creating a lot a noice. princi's room was just below our class. he came. by then we had gone bak 2 our seats. he called the monitor and that sexy guy narrated the whole story and some 6of us where caught. The rule in ma skool was to insult those who wer found guilty in the assembly.in front of all the kids. I had never seen or heard such a rule being implemented before. Once it was about to be, but the culprits wer saved by god himself. and guess who the culprit was? me and few more. rain helped us, wash out the assembly and the punishment too. so from that evening till the moment i slept i was just praying and praying. the next day i got up, bright day. i was dejected. then i started praying 2 god that may princi forget the incident. god dnt hear my plea.i and oders involved wer called n to the stage. our names wer announced, and the whole school started booing "shame shame puppy shame". 3times.. that was painful. some 500people laughing at u. i dint cry, but was shattered. that evening i was gin bak home in auto. all the guys wer booing me again. i was sittin quiet. head down. a gal was sittin next to me. dnt know who she was. but she scolded the odr guys, "shut up! ani su bhul che?" and looked at me and told dont worry. all the guys wer quiet. oh my god, finally god helped me. but it was a bit too late. a moment i would never forget, even though i would i love too..........

The Brother In Law Conspiracy case

A very famous case, in school. happened when i was in 10th. got a very very bad image because of this issue. and as usual, maine kuch kiya hi nai tha.. the central characters in this case :myself, prashant,madhumati,her brother and shalini.

after english preboard exam i and prashant wer havin a chat.madhu's bro came.he was a good frnd of mine.i said hi,expecting he would just wish and go.that 6th std kid was very much intersted in our talk i guess, he dnt move for sometime.i nd prashant got irritated. knowin rik had a crush on his sis i ridiculed him by askin"who is your brother in law" oh ma god. biggest sin of ma life. worst question till date too. he just smiled and replied who is your sis in law and ran away. before leavin i met him and said am sorry did u feel bad..he said no i dnt its ok. i thot that was it. now, after i left, prashant dat asshole thot of gettin me into trouble,and asked srikandan to tell that to madhumati so that we both had a fight. by the time kandan agreed,she had left, so he told her benchmate shalini to go and inform to her. i was very tired of fightin with gals,dnt want to create an issue out of this, and also when rik forced me i called shalini for the first nd last time in ma life, and asked her not to tell this to madhu. that was another crime i committed. her dad piked up.after i kept the phone he asked shalini wts the matter. what shalini told her dad, and what her dad told other teachers in skool is still a mystery, cz aftr dt day i havnt spoken to her.i hated her to the core.her dad too who was unfortunately a faculty in ma skool. next day before math exam shaini met me and told i told madhu,she dnt take it seriously dnt worry. i said ok fine. again i thot, finally the issue s over.but i dnt know that it hd jst started. i was writting the exam, in between angerkani mam came and asked me to meet her after the exam. i knew something was wrong. due to the tension, left half of the paper and went nd met her. she started"wat is this ajeesh, why do u do such things?" i asked what did i do?what did u tell madhus bro and y did u call nd disturb shalini. i felt like killin both of them. i jst dnt hear nydng further nd explained the whole case. she was surprised. dts all dt happnd? i said yes. she said ok then u can leav. she definitely heard something else.dnt bother to ask jst carried on. again i thot that the issue is burried. after the preboards, it was pummy madams period.she made prashant kneel down nd scolded him like nydng.is ds d age to do sch dngs, s ds the reason y u sm2 skool, how could u do sch dngs. both of us wer shocked. gosh did we rape her? we wer out of clue. next period, sujatha madam, made me stand and started. i loved her, she loved me too. it was embarrassing.smae dialogue to me this time.she dnt even look at prashant. i was confused.all d gals specially madhu nd shalini wer laughin. i could guess the reason.
that was the last time i spoke o both of them at skool. what we concluded was shalini told her dad and madhu that i or prashant loved her. i felt like killin her.
now i am in touch wit madhu. she tells tht neither shalini nor did her bro tell her nydng bout ds.she dnt know nydng.she dnt complain too. now only god knows wat nd y shalini or her dad did that too us. whatvr may b d reason, dey embarrased us and insulted us a lot.

all ds jst for askin ""who is ur brother in law" the guys in ma class named this issues as the brother in law conspiracy case" a case dt can only be slved if i talk to shalini.which i would never do. god damn it, shes placed in cts

Lal Mere Dil ka Haal he

main jab chota tha, mujhe lal rang se kch jyada hi pyar tha. laal kapde,socks, jute, blah blah blah. evrydng in red.1st ya 2nd ki baat he. i once went walkin wit ma mom.hath pakad ke chal rahatha.mom was also wearin red, coincidence he. a bull charged at us.we where only 100m away from home. a bull charged at us. i was scared to death.mom se hath chudaya nd bhaga.ran nd ran till i reched home and closed the gate.dnt even turn back to see wat hapnd to mom[:p]. after sometime mom came back, and said abhi tu aisa he, tujhe bas apni fikar heto bada hojae to kya hoga. lukily for me and ma mom, the bull was comin towards us. usdin itna dar gya tha main ki.i usually dnt prefer red des days. even till date lal rang se jaise thodi chid mach jati ho. [:)]

Kya Pata Kal ho Naa Ho

The phrase has gr8 importance in ma life. its smdng i have felt. i was good frnds wit ma grandpa(mom's dad). when i was a kid i liked him a lot.played a lot with him. we used to get along very nicely. i dnt remembr mch of ma childhood. jst keep colctin some vague memories from the photographs. slowly i grew. may thing changed in me. i dnt knw y and how, but strtn keepin a distance from ma grandpa. used to hate him. used to insult him a lot, indirectly. may be the teen spirit in me made me do so. i dnt remembr any particular reason fr ma behaviour. but i was cruel. ma behaviour hurt him a lot. one day he fell ill. i went to coimbatore to meet him. he was admitted there. when he saw me, he said am sory because of me you had to travel so much nd come. i dnt knw y but i felt dfrnt all of a sudden. ma attitude twrds him changed. i strtd feelin guilty. i was ashamed of maslf.
i came bak 2 pondy, nd was only tinkin bout ma next trip 2 kerala. thot i would meet him, apologize, may be. get things right and back to normal. finally the day came. i was on ma way to kerala. throughout the journey i was only tinkin about how to talk 2 him, what extly i shud say etc.. i reachd der. smdng ws unusual. there wer lots of ppl gathered there. i went inside. i would never be able to forget that scene.
all that i wanted to say or share is still within me. he left me, without hearin a word. without saying a word. if only i had talked to him before i would have felt better.

similar was the case with ma grandma(ma fathers mom). she was in icu. i was in good terms with her. happened last yr. when i heard she was in icu i called her up. ma uncle piked up. told she is very weak at presnt.recoverin. call tomorrow, she would be fine and would talk 2 u.. am still waitin fr dt day. that tomorow never came. she passed away that nite..

Ma Affair with Cycle tests

Final sem here. First cycle test starts from tomorrow. and here i am, sitting idle, no mood 2 study. after 18 straight failures last sem i had decided would do something dfrnt ds sem. the only difrnce was that last sem i watchd movies and passed the time before exams, this time cricket. i dnt even sleep this afternoon. very strange. i love sleepin. bt i thot il study nd dnt sleep. 15 past 12 in the nite now, still sittin nd tinkin why 2 study. it was a dfrnt ball game in frst sem. used to get up at 6 nd study. used to get awesome scores. but now i am not able 2 get up, nd that 2 fr studyn. nowdys i prefer sleepin even bfre sem exams. ma time table bfre sem exams wer cool.
get up at 9. study.sleep at 1039.gt up at 1. eat. study, sleep at 1445 hrs. get up at 4. tea. walk or talk2 ma slf in the terrace. study frm 6 to 8 may b. nd then again roamin passin time. i cant sit idle fr more than 15-20mins at a stretch.
fr cylcle test even dose 20mins r enuf. but am not able 2 sit even fr tht mch time bfre cycles. god knows wat will happen 2 me tmrw.
bt i knw 1 dng. der r many out der like me in coll who dnt study nd cm. dy pass smhw.. il struggle..
panbu is goin 2 kill me